30.12.2025
A meeting of composers is taking place. A. is on stage. Someone hands him old electronic instruments, which he plays. R. asks me if we should leave. I say that I would like to stay. I am standing in front of a hole in the floor and have thick mucus in my throat that I cannot clear. I tell someone that I have been ill. He says that this probably influenced the election. I then remember that I am not a real member and am not eligible to vote.