I wonder what we're going to do with my father's boat. My mother is sitting at a table with me. I ignore her. Then I set off in the snow. Without my friend. Why am I leaving him behind? I'm driving too fast, my handlebars are turned and the car is driving at an angle. Then I realise that there's snow on my feet and it's pressing on the accelerator. I shake it off. I'm also driving in too low a gear. I receive an invitation via Facebook to play a game of digital ping-pong, but I don't bother.

On the boat, I wonder where the wind is coming from. I have trouble naming the points of the compass. I meet N., how can I tell her what she meant to me and how seeing her touched me deeply?