24.02.2025
I'm at school preparing music about tinnitus. With noise. I explain the sinus line in the sound to my father. The teacher is very nice to me, but I'm still afraid to perform the song. I put the vinyl on the wall and the teacher says: ‘Wow’. I then say that I can perform the song. She says that too many people are presenting their song and that I won't get to do it until next week. I am relieved.
I want to take a bus, but I walk back to the flat and check that I can get the door open when it closes. Then I walk down the stairs. I hear a woman's footsteps behind me. When I get downstairs, I wait and hold the door open. First a child appears, then the woman. But they don't want to come out. I get on the bus, go upstairs and sit at the front. It's narrow because someone tall is sitting next to me. I say that I have to get back early. The man next to me says: "But we've only just set off." Someone says we have to get out here. I float down the stairs. I realise that I don't have a ticket and thank the bus driver. The others haven't got off. I walk on and arrive at Kottbusser Tor underground station. So I have to walk one more stop. It's a bit cold outside. I want to take a shower before I go inside. The shower is in a barn. Invisible people walk past me. I can only see their moving clothes. It's so cold that I don't want to take a shower. Or do you? Should I take a shower before I go inside?