I finally have sex with N., we don't sleep together but we have sex. I'm in my childhood bedroom. Another man is there with us. We have to go. N. doesn't like the T-shirt I'm wearing. It's longer at the front and back. I go upstairs and change my trousers. My mother comes and patronises me. We argue. I'm glad that I'm finally having an affair with N. We don't have to be together, just keep seeing each other. C. is there too and it doesn't seem to be a problem.