I'm looking for erotic pictures and see a woman on TV whose vagina can be seen through her pants. Surprising, I think. I hope C. doesn't come, how am I supposed to hide my erection? I look through the peephole on the front door, which can be removed. There are several cases in front of me. Which one should I choose for Christmas? I decide on one and hide it on a shelf behind the sliding door of the flat in Choriner Strasse. I take out the peephole again. Will C. come? Can you see my erection through the thin trousers?

GEMA is organising an outdoor meeting. There are several stands. I'm there with M. E. calls me. She has her own stand. There are pictures of her on the walls, her breasts hanging out. She hasn't contacted me for a long time, but had tried to get in touch with R. R. joins us.

I'm in the children's bathroom in Terschurenstraat and I'm cutting my hair with a razor. I've set the guard to almost zero and want to shave off a few longer hairs that are left over. Mainly around my ears. I realise that I've even accidentally shaved off an eyebrow. It will grow again. There's a programme on the radio about car consumption and how one car brand thinks it makes no difference. I continue to cut my hair and realise that I've forgotten the guard. Now I shave my head bald, there's no going back. The razor runs through short, thick hair with foam in it. N. comes in. She sees me and doesn't want to stay and shower. She doesn't like my bald head.