11.06.2025
We are standing in front of a house that we have come back to. The light is on inside. We cut out white blocks around the house. I am afraid and worried that someone is behind the curtains of the house. We continue to cut out the blocks like a puzzle. Then Iām no longer afraid that someone could be inside the house.
At an event, a kind of course, you go from station to station. I'm supposed to climb into a bathtub with women. But I'm worried about getting an erection. I hold a sword in my hand and every time I hit an object, I hear a word of the German anthem. At the end, I pull the sword through a character's crotch. Was that too vulgar? They ask who wants to be beaten in the tubs. I just want to get out. C. asks me why. B. comes up to me and pretends to hit me on the shoulder with her fists. I say that if I get hit, I'll hit back. G. is waiting in one of the tubs to strike.