09.05.2025
I'm in an underground station in Berlin. It's in ruins and the trains are cheaper. I'm trying to find a metro to Alexanderplatz, the tickets are cheap but I can't find a direction. I get on a train but it goes in the wrong direction. I should have taken the normal underground. I get off, try to find a train back, but again nothing is signposted properly. I jump over a barrier to catch a train.
It's at night. I'm in a house with C. and other people (our family?). I hear loud music outside. I say it's Talk Talk with ‘It's my life’, I also say that the singer is dead. I jump out of the window and go to the concert. I am the only spectator, the force and power of the music fills me with ecstasy. I run along a street. Crazy fast. I hear another runner behind me. I turn round. He is an Asian dressed in white running clothes and is trying to catch up with me. I accelerate effortlessly. I wonder how long I can run so fast without any effort. I arrive in a cabin that is covered in netting from floor to ceiling. Two hooks hang on the wall. I have to use them to climb up the wall and then shimmy along the ceiling. I fall off and tear the whole net from the wall. I should actually have to pay for everything now. I go back to the club. More concerts are taking place. I wonder if I should get C. I see O. standing there with other Teds. They're all dressed very smartly. A fat woman seeks advice and learns that all rich people also dress in sportswear. She is given a large single flower or plant, which she puts around her neck. I'm riding a scooter lying down. Do I look cool or weird? I park it and get my free ticket. A man wants to give me a little flag. It falls to the ground with others. I pick it up, park my scooter again and walk into the club. The Teds are all standing arm in arm in a semi-circle. The band's drummer is looking for a groove and decides to use the snare. The guitarist plays rhythmically experimental sounds on a folk guitar with effects. Then a percussionist takes over. They play minimally with lots of breaks. The audience dances as if to an invisible beat. Asian women move ecstatically.