16.06.2025

I go to a boat with my mother. She gives me a walnut. I put a dry leaf in my mouth, take it out again and eat the nut.

I walk towards a window. Behind it is a young woman exposing her small breasts. It excites me. I go downstairs and look for a room where I can masturbate. But someone is lying there. A man or a woman or both. I bump into the person's foot. Again, a naked woman. Nowhere am I undisturbed.

I walk behind N. She's wearing a bikini and I can see her scoliosis. A. sends me a picture of a landing on the Berlin wall strip. I show the picture to a man who is going to land there. I follow N. into a store and while she shops, I join the queue. There are lots of people with baby carriages here. But I see N. already being served. I go to her. I don't want anything but she buys me a copy of Der Spiegel magazine anyway. We walk on and I talk to her about her scoliosis and tell her that I've seen it. She says I'm like my father, always pushing. I ask her for the second time if her corset will be made at CCTEC in Wedding. She says yes. I say they are the best. She will have to wear the corset at night for the rest of her life. She shouldn't worry.

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